I arrived home from the school reunion on August 26th. Tawnya was still interviewing applicants for the nanny position, but had not hired anyone yet so I was still working full time.
Treatment decisions were constantly on my mind. The first major choice I needed to make was whether to have a lumpectomy or not. For days I kept going back and forth. One minute I would decide to have the surgery and then I would decide not too.
I was praying constantly for wisdom to make the correct decision. When I would decide to have surgery it made me feel very troubled. And of course there was pressure from others to continue on with medical treatment. But this was a decision only God and I could make. I was constantly reading and doing research.
I know that from this point on I will share things that many will not be in agreement with. I knew that when I began this Blog. But I want to share from my heart and pray that you will give me the space to say what I need to say. Yes, the treatment plan I am choosing to take is not the treatment plan that most people take. There are thousands who have gone natural, but we don't hear much about them.
I finally made the decision to not have surgery, chemotherapy (if suggested) radiation or take Tamoxifen. Once I made that decision I felt complete peace.
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